Pag-asa nasaan ka na? (english version with the help of googl translator)

Haay .. The time I wait for the result of nuero and I do not want to wait any longer. Eaten by the time the hope left in my heart. Whom shall I lean? Which I gather when I fall? What happens in the next two years fun in my life? I have many unanswered questions. I also not able to fulfill my dream. I want to tread the path of Suzaku Kururugi went and never went the way of Lelouch. As I said that I do not have ability, like Lelouch.

Why because there was a neuro exam? E, the warriors turn nuong day without it. I want to live in ganuong time. Yun impossible, I know. Where can I huhugot strength to continue on like this idle life, besides I blog this? Where? Where? Although I have repeatedly ask yourself other questions that are not also be able to mitigate the loss I feel. Sh * t.

There's more I turned matatakbuhan, yun is the Creator. I Idinunog him my problem last night. I hope this malalagpasan or so he has better plans for me. Envy is also one of the problems because I see my contemporaries in the forefront of racing and I am still here, near the starting line. Haaay ... lives. I hope, I hope i can maupos time of extreme need because you are the root of the time my immune waived me of all.

I look above and mangangarap and look for the fulfillment of dreams. Hopefully I bumalentong Lord even the amount of sin, E, I also do care. I hope tired. Would fill again lost hope in me for many years passed in which dark surroundings.

Paalala: Huwag masyadong umasa sa google trans;ator, kita nyo naman ang mali hindi ba.

Pag-asa nasaan ka na?

     Haay.. Ang tagal ko ng naghihintay para sa result ng nuero ko at hindi ko gusto ang maghintay pa nang matagal. Hinihigop na ng oras ang pag-asang natitira sa puso ko. Kanino ako sasandal? Saan ako pupulutin kapag bumagsak ako? Anong mangyayari sa susunod na dalawang taon na masasayang sa buhay ko? Marami akong tanong na walang kasagutan. Wala din akong kakayahan para isakatuparan ang mga pangarap ko. Gusto kong tahakin ang daang tinahak ni Suzaku Kururugi at hindi ang daang tinahak ni Lelouch. Gaya nga ng sinabi ko wala akong kakayahan, na tulad ni Lelouch.


     Bakit pa kasi nagkaroon ng neuro exam? E, ang mga mandirigma naman nuong araw ay wala nito. Gusto kong mabuhay sa ganuong panahon. Imposible yun, alam ko. Saan ako huhugot ng lakas para magpatuloy sa idle na buhay kong ito, bukod sa blog kong ito? Saan? Saan? Kahit na paulit-ulit ko pang itanong sa sarili ang mga tanong na iyon ay walang rin itong magagawa upang maibsan ang kawalan na nararamdaman ko. Sh*t.
  

     Meron pa pala akong matatakbuhan, yun ay ang LUMIKHA. Idinunog ko na sa kanya ang problema ko kagabi. Inaasahan kong malalagpasan ko ito o di kaya ay may mas maganda siyang balak para sa akin. Inggit din ang isa sa mga problema ko dahil nakikita mo ang mga kasabayan ko na nasa unahan na ng karera at ako'y nandito pa rin, malapit lang sa starting line. Haaay... buhay. Pag-asa, sana'y wag kang maupos sa oras ng matinding pangangailangan dahil ikaw ay ang ugat na kakapitan ko sa mga panahong  tinalikdan na ako ng lahat.

        Titingin ako sa itaas at mangangarap at aasa para sa katuparan ng mga pangarap. Sana Panginoon kahit bumalentong na ako sa dami ng kasalanan, e, magawa mo rin akong alagaan. Pagod na akong umasa. Sana punan mo ulit ang pag-asang nawala sa akin sa loob ng maraming taon lumipas na kung saan madilim ang paligid.

Mafiosi Doctor

   The Doctors name is Isaac Smith, a surgeon at New York. His specialty is plastic surgery and the most of his client are Mafiosi.

    When Vicenzio Cuneo got into a really big mess he seek the help of his father, Don Ottavio. The Don recommended Dr. Smith for his excellent work as a surgeon. The operation was successful. After the operation Vicenzio persuade Dr. Smith to join his Cosca. Vicenzio succeeded. Dr. Smith wonders how to be a mafioso.

    At first, Isaac certifies that a mafioso died in emergency rooms because of an accident -- of course it was a fake. Then after that, he studied how to be a mortician and gain license to practice it, the reason for this is to smuggle heroin thru corpse.

    Six years had passed and now Dr. Isaac Smith is known as "The Scalpel". He, now serves as an enforcer for the Cuneo Crime Family and his method is torture. His famous line is, "It would be nice and slow." His experience in emergency situation help him by reviving the victim if he is already dying, that would prolong the suffering. The Scalpel also helps to brainwash some of rival gang leader to join the Famiglia. The news spreads and the other four family started to recruit doctors, so that, the drug trade flourishes.

    Dr. Smith Refuses to be involved in drug trade anymore and that's the only condition Don Ottavio permits. Dr. Isaac is the doctor of the Cuneo. After all that had happened he still practices as a surgeon and now the most influential and wealthy doctor.

-- wild blue

--- Harrison

---- BANDofBROTHERS