Di ko maipaliwanag ang aking nararamdaman
Pag katabi kita di ako makapagsalita pero di ibig sabihin nun
Na ayaw kita at di kita gusto sadyang kumakaba lang ang damdamin ko
Gusto ko mang sabihin sayo pero ang lakas ng hiya ko
Parang ewan lang
Binibini ng buhay ko handa akong ialay ang
Lahat sabihin mo lang at gagawin ko para lang sayo

Chorus:
Handa akong ibigay lahat ng sa akin
Sayo di di di di ko kayang mawala ka sa akin
Ikaw ang dahilan ng aking paghinga
Sanay habang buhay ka ng makasama pagkat masayo ko sayo

Nag-iintay ng tala
Na daraan sa aking paningin pagkat gusto kong humiling ng
Sana ang pinakatinatangi tanging babae
Na sa akin nakapagdulot ng kakaiba
Sayoy di na mawalay pa 
Dahil baka
Di ko kayanin to oowohh
Ikaw ang siyang pinakamakislap na bituin
Para sa akin sinta oooh
At ikaw din ang siyang nagsisilbing matamis na panaginip ko

Repeat chorus

Ikaw ang musikang naglalaro sa isipan ko oooh
Ikaw ang siyang awit ko, sana akoy dinggin mo
Ako ay parang emo kung magdrama
Sayo lang nadama sayang kakaiba
Kung baga ikaw si wendy ako si peter pan
Sanay sumama ka sakin dun sa neverland
Nang mapagsaluhan natin ang pag-iibigan
Na walang katapusang walang hanggan
Ikaw ang nagbigay kahulugan
Sa buhay ko at ikaw ang siyang sa akin nagbigay kabuluhan
Kung bakit ako ipinanganak ng magulang ko
Siguro nga ay para lamang ibigin ang isang
Binibini na nababalutan ng mga anghel sa paligid
At nagdudulot ng sayang nakakaparalisa
Nagpapasalamat ako sa itaas dahil
Pinakilala ka niya sakin
Sana ay di di di ka na niya kunin sakin
Dahil di ko kakayanin

Repeat chorus

*end*

Originally by Curse One, pero mas maganda ang version ni Donnalyn Bartolome. Kahit na ang kanta ay nasa point-of-view ng isang lalaki, eh, rnb naman kaya kaya bagay din sa version ni Donnalyn.
Dedicated nga pala ang kantang 'to sa mga torpe. torpe. torpe.

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di ko makita yung video sa channel ni donnalyn or tinamad lang aketch.

"Aral muna bago PBB teens"
--- Donnalyn Bartolome

A Letter to Yueh

YUEH,

YOU ARE SO FUCKING MYSTREOIUS AND IT'S HARD TO ANTICIPAE THE THINGS YOU'VE DONE.

I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I'M GRATEFUL FOR, HMMMMMM. . . JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I'M GRATEFUL FOR NOT REJECTING ME AS OTHER DO.

INSANELY YOURS,

WEIRDY

THE THINGS ABOUT THE YOUTH OF TODAY (as I observe)

  Today! Our generation of today is in total turmoil because of too much info, we  thought we knew everything but it is the opposite. Media, sensationalize the stories that sometimes are absurd and of no value at all. Specialization and beliefs, they create great divides.

     Because of technology everything is easy, almost everyone is spoonfed. Crazy ideas appears from nowhere and boom and when it becomes popular, Don Corleone knows there are sleeping with the fishes. Gadgets is too addictive that it surpasses the effects of drugs and maybe someday when we wake up we are slaves to our beloved gagets-- how sad. Young Turks as they call us, we are the new players in the game and steward of all resources in this uncertain world.

     Today's generation continue to break things like the generation that preceded us. Tradition were not that important anymore because it is a commercial event now a days (am I coorect with my "Now a days") and forgot the lessons that our old stuff teaches us. Too much rally, public demonstration and yelling about their complain is annoying, yes we know the government of ours is not perfect then why do they keep on yelling-- complaining are for cafones.

     One more thing the booze and the immorality (oops thats two things) is one of the major problems between the Old Mustache Petes and Young Turks-- it is more on immorality. Like for example, the increasing number of abortus from what they so called unwanted pregnancy or accident (well at least thats the only accident they enjoy), the simply means blame goes to either lack of discipline or the not so sharp teeth of the law. Mio Dio give them conscience and make hem repent on what they do.

     There's a lot of infamia this days thet makes us suffer the consequences. Please do something. Change now or we are in ruin when the sun comes out.

--Shiyaara

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FROM MY DELETED NOTES ON FACEBOOK

To the GIP girl I really missed

I hope someday, that once again we meet each other. Malungkot pala talaga kapag one sided love ang relationship, pero ayos lang yon. Ngingiti na lang ako kahit humahagulgol ang puso ko sa lungkot. Maybe that thing is not for me, I won't force myself to pursue it when it is not destined for me. Lilipas ang panahon at makaklimot ang isipan ngunit ang puso ay hind nakakalimot. It hurts when I remember that smile but despite of the pain, I also realize that was the happiest.

LOVING YOU

JAY

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FROM MY DELETED NOTES ON FACEBOOK